It’s quiet now, and what it brings is everything… Comes calling back a brilliant night, I’m still awake I looked ahead…
These are the first lines of R.E.M.’s Leaving New York, which is one my favourite song right now. I think that it reflects to my current situation. I was the one who was left behind but I also decided to leave and move on with my life. To be left behind can be painful, but it’s more painful to keep standing, or even worse, lying around where you where left and wondering about why you where left. So I cleared up my mind and decided to keep walking the path of life. To not look back and bother about unanswered questions that I actually never asked.
And it was a good decision. Today I feel free. No hard feelings, nothing that I miss.